you are the one of the most wonderful people of my life and I have grown awfully attached to the idea of you never leaving and I am having a hard time explained how I feel and I guess it's partly my fault for letting you so closed and I have grown incredibly sad over the fact that I can't tell you the right words or say the right things and really sum it all up I love you so much it makes my sides hurt. every times my thought remembered and missing over you my heart deeply hurt. I love you, but you don't belongs to me. fuck what just I'm typing. go on with your own life and let me make my own life. 

"when you go, would you even turn to say I don't love you like I did yesterday" -mcr